the shitty part is I don’t know who to ask about this! I’m assuming my friends will tell me no dont do it even no how great the personality is or whatever, its a bad idea.. actually….

I can’t tell anyone my problems! I have rare problems! My life doesn’t have many personal problems. You know life feelings stuff… I think I have trust issues…. I’m not sure or I just feel uncomfortable..

this isn’t a problem though, I’m just making it out to be lol. But I can see how it can turn into an issue

They can’t beat some of the original like

-Taking Back Sunday

-Brand New

-Senses Fail

-Bayside

If I’m happy or not…

I’m not depressed though. Or sad or anything negative but you know, just not happy or dont know if I am.. which means if I don’t know if I am happy, then I’m probably not. Fuck I need to stop thinking deeply every night. You can imagine the kinds of things I think about. Cause its normal for a lot of people probably…

Lets trace back today….

got woken up and had to pay this one bill and lost 60$…. blah lol

uh… played some video games for like 30 minutes. Watched some How I met your mother….got ready early and went to Gamestop to trade in stuff towards Final Fantasy XIII-2

Went to school and walked around and then found a group with some of my friends in it. Chilled with them a bit and went to Psychology class. The class was pretty cool today, chill. Then uuh went to go hang out a bit, smoke a stog.. had some laughs and coversations and uuh yeah just casual stuff with this girl and that girl and them hahaha.

Went to my cousins house and ate. Kicked it.

Then went to session and hurt my knee somehow and now I’m here. At home… watching 50/50 lol.

You know… nevermind, I feel fine.